why ?

people nowadays are too common, they think too much that ended up making things way too complicated, while there are people, who made it too simple till everyone misunderstood. I think, i'm too simple of being complicated. Strange huh..

as of me, i think the most important thing in life is that, for being honest and not regret. It's easy to say being honest, but it's not easy to carry out, trust me..most of the time people will think it's stupid, ashamed, bla bla bla nonsense when u're honest, and for all the time, people tend to lie to themself, to protect their own stands.

now, i finally knew what i really want..which is, still the same...to being there for people, just beside them, all ears, listen...acknowledge, help them..and solve problems. I don't care if i'm in trouble, as long as i could be there to help and given a thanks, i'm happy with these kind of life.

I'm not the kind of person, who know how to express my own feelings well, but at least, i know what i want, things that i decide, is the thing i decided, usually there won't be 2nd thought unless necessary. There are times that people think i'm idiotic, stupid, too confident and, wait..what's that word..hmm...anyway, all these while i'm just telling out whatever i think, and again, being honest lar, if i say no means no, if i say yes means yes. If i tell something while laughing means i'm joking, if i'm dead serious face means i'm serious la. C'mon, how hard is it to take an answer from someone when u ask a question, i know la that's not the answer you want, but doesn't mean you can just dis-acknowledge it one ma. If u're not ready for all kind of possible answer, then DON'T ASK LAR !

As time pass by, people tend to feel more of what they call, urgency. Sometimes, we do not know what's most important thing until the last minute, or after the event. And it's normal for everyone to do so cause, we're people with feelings, feelings that will bring us to wherever we should go when we're lost. Trust me, the overatted one are called love and hate. Your life will still move on no matter what, just decide la what you really want and move on, even tho there are times that we made difficult decision, we still have to decide, and as long as you enjoy it without regret, you're good =P

And so i say, i miss you as time pass by...it's just as simple as it sound...