It's 1234 am, and my tears had started to rush out from the valley again. Reading over and over again of our conversation, seeing you covering yourself through the only window i can see you. More over, it's the only time that i get to see you in a day. The few minute that i treasure much, turn out to be the saddest moment that i created myself.

I just realize, if can't tell why i dislike someone out of suddenly, maybe it's just my own feelings that i'm trying to forget, or maybe i just don't want to remember the reasons.

I just realize, that no matter in what situation is, the moment i'm angry, or frustrated at something, it's always something that people can get back angry at me, and frustrated. SO in the end, i've been never get to have those feelings. Or just that, things that i'm frustrated doesn't exist from the beginning..if people wants me to accept the annoying attitude of others, why i was never being accepted for me being frustrated of something ?

I just realize, guys talk better with girls when they don't have someone they love.

I just realize, your best talking mate, would be your friend's friend.

I just realize, how sad it is for living in a world where you've been neglected.

I just realize, the pain for not being able to do anything at all which triggered the tears.

I just realize, how important someone is to you, when they're really important to you.

I just realize, why people would give in and out sometimes, and how it feels when people never give in to you.

I just realize, the feelings when the packages not arriving.

I just realize, how important a line of reply is, cause you never know people are actually waiting for it, even tho it's just a smiley.

I just realize, depression is actually not a feelings that comes and go after people cheer you up, but it's a scar, that you cant get rid of no matter how hard you tries.

I just realize, even if you're frustrated, you should never think of only yourself.

I just realize, you should never expect people for what they can do for you, on the other hands, you should think of what you can do for someone else.

I just realize the saddness of writing a depression blog entry.