Why does it have to be the lense ?

Sometimes i wonder, why does it have to be the lense which create a nice image ? I really dislike and hate ppl saying those words instead of giving a constructive comments on a picture.

Why does it have to be the lense ?

Sometimes i wonder, why does it have to be the lense which create a nice image ? I really dislike and hate ppl saying those words instead of giving a constructive comments on a picture.

Do people really realize ?

Do people realize things that you've done actually carries meaning ? sometimes, people would just dive into their own thoughts, their own reasoning when they judge on someone else action. I mean, if the person who is doing it, instead of thinking and assume "what is usually" meant, why not sometimes, try putting yourself i other's shoes and think whether if it's not actually what you think it means.

I nearly gave up on caring for all these friends, nearly became someone who hated to being hated, nearly...lost myself there. But, no matter how it is, you people will still be my friends. It's true, i am angry at times, it's true that i am speechless at time, but...it never last longer than a minute. So please, give yourself a chance...

Why do you find them ?

And again, i always wonder...sometimes, do everyone knows what's important, and what matter the most in a conversation between friends. Do you ONLY call them when you need them ? and throw them away when you had the things you wished for ? Or, do you think they are a spare tyre in your bonet that you can rely on when you need it, and you dont check it when You dont need it.

It's been awhile since i got mad at something, seriously...if you do not take someone's word seriously enough to give a reply, i think...you shouldn't expect someone to answer your questions, what's the point of asking so much when you don't even care about the answer, or you do not wish to know the answer ?

People will have all kind of reasoning when it comes to complaints, and yet they never know when to appreciate things that happen around them. Wait, you might think "I do appreciate", but...do you really think so ? I wonder..

You may avoid the mirror and lie to yourself about something, but your friends will be a mirror that you can never avoid, if they choose to lie, nor do tell the truth.

Am i that annoying ?

Sometimes i really wonder, is it that coincidence that people just went off halfway when i talking to them ? or, they just find out that i am annoying. I wouldn't wanna think of all these...

I am not alone, but i felt lonely..

Sometimes i wonder why do i have this feeling, im very sure that i was just thinking too much..but, i just can't get this off my mind. There are times that, i felt so lonely, that i feels that no one like me in the first place..no one really care if i'm here or not, no one would notice things that i did, and no one...would notice if i dissappear...sometimes i really wonder, am i worth anything to exist in in this world..

What are friends for ?

There are times you find your friends when you're down, bored, need someone to talk with, need people to play with and etc etc etc. But, what do you do with them when you're pre-occupied with your own stuff or work ?

There are, alot of times where we un-intentionally abandon our friends, where out of sudden we do not talk to them anymore, find or even talk to them from times to times, wait...that should be normal when we're walking on a working path, where everyone split up, especially for those who go oversea. I think, both parties are also important to keep a friendship last.

There are quite alot of people who takes their friends for granted, most of these people are "conditional friends", where..they find you when they need you, they dump you aside when they don't.

Anyway, friends who keep their own sadness, or happiness..to themself, are the worst one. I tend to get lonely all the time, when i know my friends were having trouble, when im not be able to do anything, when, they decided not to tell me, and when i know the solutions. Im like, why do you wanna keep all to yourself, when your friends are just beside you to help ? i really wonder, if people like this would care how would people around them would feel.

If you're to think u're very smart to handle things on your own, think you're so strong to just keep quite. Then i think you're the most stupidest person in the world, for making other people around you sad while seeing you like that.

In this world, there are no such things as carrying all the burden alone, there are no such things as you're be able to handle it alone, and of course...there is no way, that you could live on this world alone.

The best-est in life is not about being the wealthiest person in the world, prettiest, smartest or the luckiest. In actual fact, stupidity, responsibility, sereneity and idiocity is the best thing that you should have, to stay on a friendship.

For people whom treasure their friends, please think of their feelings, before you decide anything..or else, what are friends for ?

Useless~

I will leave out the details: Two of my precious broke down today. Heart Broken, not because i see them cry, but...because i can't do anything...

Struck with badlucks ?

First, i had problem with my batteries that it died out faster than expected during a dinner shooting, then...my studio lights acting up weird halfway during another indoor shooting, then there's wipeout of memory of my Memory Stick Duo, and now my Memory stick gone missing that i couldn't even find, which i can't even remember when i took it out.

With all these happening, and adding up another of all these other unfortunate events, seriously i nearly broke down to pieces. But doesnt mean i'm okay now x_x haihz