After days and days of hibernating. Locking own self in the room of darkness..living through days after days without knowing what might happen next. Tomorrow, is not much wanting to expect anymore.
The people that i've seen, the things that i've done...and the achievement that i've met, none of them...none...that of it ever goes the way i want. The only things that happened, are those that i never wish for, but just something i hope for.
I still couldn't find the place that i could go to, nor do the love that i could hold on too...too many things, that preventing me to move on..no matter how much i skip, avoid..nor do solve them, they'll just keep coming..and coming again, i wonder..if these whole thing gonna breaks me again anytime soon...the only thing i can do now..is to hope for i could decide, on my own path again.
