I have a lot of reasons.

Even if i'm willing tell.

Who would even believes those anyway.

I'd rather not being love,

than my love being rejected.

Where is the love ?

Even after 300 post, i still don't understand....what do i really get in return, for loving people with all my heart.

Maybe..i should stop looking for it.

This is Rei, and my life, is still zero.

How do i find, the right one..

A girl whom i can't goes on with my half-hearted feeling.

A girl whom i can't give her what she truly deserve.

A girl whom i can't see a future with.

A girl whom i can't tell her i'm sorry.

A girl whom i can't even dreamt of being with.

A girl whom i can't tears apart her life obstacle to be with me.

A girl whom i can't be with her at due to different lifestyle.

A girl whom are so far apart that's almost impossible to be with.

A girl, whom i don't have faith in myself to gives her happiness.

Where can i find, my answer ?