死神 ?

For awhile, i have no idea what to write anymore..

Not even sure where should i start,

To continue writing about how i feel now ? Or

Should i continue writing i felt long ago that i wouldn't feel like pen-ing it down.

Hopefully, this time it wont take too long to decide which road to take.

Whatever it maybe, i think it's time to look up

and move forward towards the new sunlight again.

I wonder, if we're looking towards the same sunlight.

My words, starting to jumble up

Have no idea where to start

nor do where to end.

gone..not..

After all these month

Finally i realize i'm not that into love anymore

as much as i want to hold on these feelings

it's better for it, to just be part of memories

My hand reach for the button

and finally, i could remove all these most meaningful things to me

and at last, i could bring myself to head a step forward

Tho it's as it's gone now

but, the time that we spent

stays with my mind...even till now

and probably forever.

Meeting you, is truly one of the most wonderful happened in my life.

running, within the darkness..

After all these year
of everything that i have been working on
goes down to nothing.

To write these
i don't even know where to begin anymore
nor do where to continue
and how to restart all these

Somehow
the path seems to be sealed out
out from my very own reach.