Thursday, January 03, 2013

A home, a lover, and a friend..

A home, it doesn't have to be big,
A place that i can call home,
A comfortable bed i can sleep on,
A chair i could sit on to read my book,
A quiet room that i can spend my evening resting and drawing, or even playing instrument,
A living hall with a sofa that i can share my movie time with people close to me.
Not a house where i came back that i can felt stress and frustrated.

A soul mate, whom can hold me dear, she doesn't even need to be the best among all,
Someone who cherish every moment i make time for her,
Someone whom give me attention when i'm around,
Someone who understands how i really feels,
Someone whom have faith in me,
Someone who stay right besides me no matter what happened.
Not someone who can't even call my name or look at me.

A friend, who needs me, and i can count on, doesn't even need a lot of friends,
Friends whom i can count on when i needs them,
Friends who will not allow me to feel lonely,
Friends whom doesn't wear a mask while being with me,
Friends who really care of what i am going through.
Not a friend whom treat me like a thing and throw me aside when not needed.

I'm tired of all these,
so tired that i'm disappointed,
so disapointed that i'm not even mad anymore.