i called out...

in my dream...
i called out your name
searching for you
tried so hard to reach for you
hug you whenever i can
give you a kiss
saying out loud i love you

that's when i realize how much you meant to me.
But all those i can only do it in my dream

but in reality
silently, alone...loving you from my own side
i can't exactly tell you how i feel
i can't tell you i love you
there will not be happiness
there will be no happy ending
i wonder
if there will be a day for us both
to be together
i doubt it
since the clock is ticking
and the time is ending
until the day we say goodbye
i just wanna be with you

i know..
it will never happen