i realize...

there are times that i was only thinking of you
early in the morning after waking up
turning on msn
during lunch hour
evening dinner time
before bedtime
driving alone

i'm happy that i knew you
i'm happy, that i fell for you
even tho it's just a short period
or maybe, it's just myself
i think of you more than anything else
but all these will be kept with me
learning how to love
but not to be with her
this is what always happen
when you're in love with someone
and you knew there isn't any chance
reality, and straight forward
i accepted it since long ago
but it's still hard to accept it
i don't know what's wrong with me
eiher i lost confidence
or i just lost hope
the fallenAngel will still exist
as long as these emotion are around
i never wish for my own happiness
i never, even wish for what i want
all i wish
is your own future
the future, that you ever want
and the happiness, where you wished for
and so i say
there's nothing more i could do or say
or even there's no thoughts of being together
i just wished for your own dream, to became true
and that's so
i will be happy for it.