Love ?

There's so many website laying around explaining what is love all about. But, why is this lovely 4 character word can be so hard to understand, so hard to feel it when it comes to reality.

It aint something that people can explain just using a dictionary..or maybe, we'll understand a little if someone sharing their love life. But how many of us actually knows what it means ? And react to it ?

During those times, i always stand up and help my friends solving their relation problems. It's not like i'm pro or very good at all those, neither i have any love life experience. But still, my logical advices always helps, sometimes even tho it's just a little,well...better than nothing. =)

Point is, when it comes to the person who actually facing those problems, it's harder to deal with, alot more harder than expected. It's easy to say than to be done. Tho i already know what to do, no matter how i execute those idea, i'll still in confuse status;it's like trying to use the ladder to climb up from the deep little well that i fell in..but doubt the ladder, that it might break off halfway, or maybe i just don't have the strenght to do it.

I don't know what others think about love and relationship, some will just wanna hold hands, some wanna boast about their bf/gf aka show offy, some go for for good looking just to impress their friends, some just wanna hugz, taking advantages and such. Looking at those people really makes me sick, but at the same time, i could care less, cause it's not my life. If they're willing to do it, why not?

All of my life, i've been only looking for someone who can fill up the pieces within me, yeah..someone who can be apart of me, just one person would be enough..and i could love them the rest of my life. I know, eternal love never exist, people change, feelings fade..people get married, they got divorce, there's even married couple that married for a life time, but still couldn't understand each other..and i would say, they found the wrong one.

But, in my situation...everything that we do..it's too alike that until i myself afraid sometimes, how can there be someone who have such an identical personality when they're not even twins. Well, i guess anyone could be shock if someone says out your words even before you wanna open your mouth. It's good..and in another way, it's bad..

Love is what makes you smile when you're tired - Well yeah, no matter how tired, sleepy, or sick you are..if you're love one appear infront of you at anytime, your mind, and heart will feel at ease..and without knowing it, you'll actually forgot that you're tired.

People shouldnt' really say "I love you" unless they really mean it. But if they really mean it..they should say it alot..cause people tend to forget easily. But saying it without getting a reply isn't good either. Maybe, it's better to become pets, cause owner loves their pets more than human beings.