contented...

it's chinese new year and i'm spending the reunion night alone,
for not even sure what for dinner later,
weird, cause i felt much more better this way,

i was left out without a words,
without any questions, nor do concerns,
sometimes i wonder, what am i really seeking for,
what am i really chasing after,
and what was i expecting,
i really don't know.

it's ok that i'm alone,
it's ok, that i wasn't being paying attention to,
it's ok, if i were just someone who just passing by in your life,
it's ok, that i laugh and cry alone,
it's ok, that i was ignored when i'm not needed,
it's ok, that i couldn't tell how i really feel,
as long as i'm part of your life,
i'm satisfied with it.