Friday, July 24, 2009

who am i kidding ?

When was the last time i think the same and felt the same as now...January ? Hoping out from nothing with the smallest posibilities, ignoring the fact that it will never happen,trying to archieve something that will never benefit myself. Am i wasting my own time here ? Being an emotional disturbance seems to happen more and more frequently recently, almost everything i do means nothing but reminded of myself how painful is it when i am facing the reality, well that sounded like i was in fantasy all the while.

It seems that i myself doesn't fit into wherever i am anymore, if so..where do i belong at anyway ?

Even when i say it doesn't matter and used to walk alone, at times like those...i still cried alone in my heart.

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