The nearer it is to any festive session, the more i felt depress over whatever that has happened recently for the past few months. Seriously continue like this i can't even hide anymore of what and whom i am.
Of all what had happened, i seriously have no feel or mood at all to celebrate any festive, Christmas, New Year...not ethusiast enough to even think of going out. Not to mention it'll reminds me of alot of thing, but i'm sure she'll be fine.
Guess what, even it's just another 3 hours ++ more to the actual christmas day, i actually wanted to sleep at home rather than going out. I guess, the best time i could cry about this is when i shower. And as always, no many people would know when i'm actually moody or sad.
I really....wanna cry out loud... =(
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