It's already 4am here. No matter how i think, i still can't let you go. Can't accept the fact that you're just a friend of mine, whom nothing more, or less than friends. There's alot of thing that couldn't be done, especially arguements. Each cases that spark between us, can only dimmed back by itself. There's no one i can tell to, no reason i have to complain about it, since i'm forcing things to happen now.

Wanted to stay like this forever..but the truth, is still the truth...no matter how someone's keep the truth away from others, it's just a matter of time when it's revealed. For me whois afraid of losing you. Cant imagine the possibilites that i might lose you, when the time comes. Ignoring it, is the only option i have now, to move on like this.

For you whom always being so kind, so kind to me...sometimes, i can't help it but think that i'm taking advantages from your kindness...and i wonder, if it's what you really want, or you're just simply can't make any decisions. I can't doubt more, as i believe in you, repect your decision, and all i can do now, is stay by yourside. As much as i could before time runs out.

Words no longer be able to tell how much i love you, but i hope that, you'll get the best of all...it might be not me, but..it's still the best, and i have no regret if the worse comes. But, what if it's the best ? I could not imagine. As things never goes as i always expected.