Sunday, October 04, 2009

a 90 degress turning

in this few days
locking up myself in a room
disconnecting with the world
even for a few hours per day
made me realize alot of things

i realize
there is no end to miss someone that you truly love
the more you try to forget someone;the more you kept remembered the sweetest memories with them
the more i try to avoid not doing things that shouldn't do;the more i would end up hoping even more

the more when i realize i can't let this go
the more i have to keep to myself
the more i can't do the things i could
and the more i can't show my feelings...

In short, i gotten better in "hiding" things now.
Amusing, isn't it...

With how things goes,
i guess....i finally realize what's the last thing i could do...

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