fated ?

At about 10 years ago
I told you i love you
and it didn't work out
in the end, i have to spread the love
to another person you asked me to.
It took me 5 years to totally forgets about you.

And now
I said i love you
for now,
it never work out
but weird thing is,
same things happens again,
by asking me to spread my love again
to another person that you asked.

I wonder if it's my fate
that i'll always failed to be with the one i love
while being pushed, to someone else...

if it's so..
as of now,
i decided..to change my fate..
Not cause i wanna be with you,
it's because, i do love you..