fallen

things that happening around me is nothing but unfortunate
fell and hurt the same place over and over again
my leg
it's painful, as if it'll break anytime soon
my heart
shattered all the time, as if it's a broken glasses
i wonder, how long i could keep this up
trying to move on taking with my usual optimistic thoughts
is harder, than usual
when i can't find anyone suitable to talk to
the more i think of this
the more i miss you
the more i need you
the more, i'm afraid to tell you

just to prevent
you to feel the same as me now
when you're in your blue-est mood
where i won't be able to be there
wont be able to help you
wont be able to borrow you my shoulder to cry on
wont, be able to hug you in my arms.