Saturday, November 29, 2008

lost...in my own darkness..

A situation that i tried to avoid all time, down syndrome, depression and emo...Everything doesn't work out very well lately, most of the things around me doesn't really favour me. If i tried to be optimistic now, it means i am avoiding the reality.

Tears reminds me of when you need to talk to someone the most, are the time where there are no one you can talk to. I have friends, but i still feel alone. Almost lonely after all these. Sometimes i really wonder, if i really worth mentioning in people's life.

Feeling this way seriously is not what i wanted, it's hard to avoid, and i can't sleep. I really don't know what i should do now. Totally emotionless.

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