Lately, the issue at home has been rised up again, i mean..not only us, among everyone...relatives, non relatives, and etc etc that's not related but yet related.

The bond of this stupid family, i mean..as in the entire blood connection isn't that good to begin with. I wonder if it's cause of those aunties, or maybe it's just the stupidity of some rich, or half rich people.

The very first issue was raised since 1984. When i was born, and was having a slight minor mini arguement between my dad and my grandfather. On whether who should i been taken care by...well, the arguement was rather simple, grandfather insist on taking me cause father got no time to take care of me due to his overflowing work at Bangsar last time, when we used to stay in Wangsa Maju, and father insisted...for don't know what reason tho..well, it's pretty obvious isn't it, cause im his son.

Then the next one i can remember is, the day of entering Kindergarden, i have no idea why i'm studying in 2 kindergarden each of the 2 years..weird...and sad tho, since the bond with my friends arent that good, and there was once i fell off from a monkeybar, and knocked my head slightly a little...maybe that's why i cant remember well what happened.

Entering primary school aint easy...and again, grandfather wants me go to a chinese school, and my father wanted me to go to english school...well, don't know much about the detail tho, but i finally get in a chinese school in wangsa maju...the only thing i remember is, going out at 630 am, and coming back home at 8pm...the only time that i could see my parents is the time we go to class, and waiting for them to come home after work. Other than that, i cant really remember my youth time..

Then the next issue i can remember is, the land in china was illegally taken by someone there to build apartments...due to some financial status, lawyers and such cant be done to take back the land that was originally ours. All they can do is, go there...and take a last glance at the land that we used to have...and because of this, my father's brothers, and my grandfathers brother, argued....weird, all only talks about the benefit of the land if taken back, but no one willing to spend money to hire lawyer to get it back...my grandfather is the only one who spent money on lawyer to investigate..but, it's never enough to put into court and get it back...and the case just droped like this..

hmm...and then again, father wants his siblings to each take 25k to buy a house for my grandparents..but, no one wants....weird isn't..."Family" that suppose to help each other..

Don't know about the detail of operation of my grandfather in China, all i know is, it's all paid by my uncle..my grandma's brother..and again, my father is the only one who look after him all the while..

My father passed away, and my auntie who claimed that she always pay for his medical checkup fees, took all his wills...and again, my father kept quiet about it...

When it comes to money, devil grows around them...there's currently few aunties staying in my uncle's house..all money sucker, and what's wrong that my grandma stay with his brother ? That they still have to complain about..don't mention that, there's one of them is not related to us at all..getting backstab and gossiping around aint something new anymore..

Now the issue of my father possibility of having a kidney stone...no one would even bother asking, except my grandma, and his sister..his brothers ? suckers that ask my sis about him, when he's around here and can ask him himself....i dont' really like the family here, that's why going to penang once a year during chinese new year, is like seeing alot of masked faces people..

and even now for me whom always planning ahead on what to do, run around and walk always...got complained again that im not doing anything..well, pretty obvious isn't it..if i dont do anything, i wont work in subang, i wont even get a job for tomorrow..isn't it...

During my birthday, they can even dare to ask whos birthday cake is that, slicing it up without telling me what they're doing with it..not saying anything or ask about my birthday night or anything at all about it...i've been wondering they care more about my health, my future, my pride...or, my wealth...

Hell, i hate this whole family tree...