Where am i again...

The year of 2008 is coming to an end. Thinking back what i did for the whole year, wait..i can't even remember exactly what happened to the whole year. I don't even know if i'm really happy or sad throughout these time. People says that im a happy go lucky guy, not afraid of anything at all, accept challenges and willing to fall. But in actual fact, i'm not really happy...at least until now...i don't like the way i am, even until now, i hate the fact that i'm known as a lovable and talkactive person. If u ask me what i really want, i can't really tell..Cause, i'm not even sure of it myself. Please, something, someone..just...remind me of who i am, even tho just a little...i really wanna know who i am...who i really were...