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a significant life...

Day after day, things are getting too obvious
The one that i love, still ignoring my feelings
i've been wondering, if this is what i get
from ignoring all the people who likes me
and love me...around me now

i'm really sorry, that i have to give all up
of what i currently can obtain
i know i'm stupid
to chase after something that i don't even know it would be mine
but
that's all i have
that's all i would do
and she's all that i love.

the reason ?

it's hard to say
why am i keeping the thing
that's related to you, for so long

this is cause,
it's all that's left,
which related to you...

It's the only thing,
the only reason,
that i could use,
to see you again,
which might be the last time,
when i return it to you.

fool ?

Sometimes, i kept thinking i am stupid
of all the time, i know i'm dumb
and now, i know i am trying to reach for something
that i could never get hold of.

I know, i am desperate,
each minute passing without you
is hard,
i couldn't even really distract myself,
i can't even help myself, to not think of you.

Going out this few days, i've been always seeing back the things we did,
and things around me kept reminding about you.

From the smallest thing, walking down the street
till the place, where only both of us spent.
I wonder, if you would miss those time, as much as i did now.

it's fading

as time pass by without seeing you
i've been missing you so much,
Deep in my heart, i know i still deeply in love with you..

and yet, why does it feel like you're fading away from me ?

is this even possible ?

I don't know.