Thinking about other's feeling..

As far as i'm concerned, it's totally wrong to say those word to other people if you don't intend to say sorry in the end.

Because, no matter how you look into it, mens, don't understand a single thing about others, including themself.

Inconsiderate ?

Or is there another word to describe these people ?

This is getting sick and tiring for all these to happen again and again. For someone who promise and say OK to go out at night, become see how first, and did something else in the end by not telling people exactly what happen ? Wait wait, simply put..How hard is it to just be HONEST ?

Damn all of you

Annoying, freaking annoying...

I've been wondering how screw up this world is lately, there's just too many kind of screw up people in this world, considering the fact that you'll meet more kind of people as you grew, i never thought it could be this bad that pissed me off so easily.

Here, on the top of the list, i hate Ignorant Screw Up Asses, not only they lack of knowledge and concentration, or even wanting to learn...they are so screw up that they could easily forget the things they asked just a few second split away..i'm like, "WTH, are you even listening to what i'm saying ? AND are you even remembering what you asked ?" This kind of people, congratulation, you've earned the "Most annoying person, yet screwed up person".

The another top of list would be, Screw up self-prolaimed. This group of people consist of all kind of bullshits, and even more bullshits on their head. Not only the thing that they said is 100% non-sense, they're more annoying even before they open their mouth.

So dear people, please use your commonsense, your brain, your courtesy or whatever you can think of, before you even speak, so that people won't hit you even before you open your mouth.

Thank you

A path, that started to get blurry...

It seems that it have to come to this, where at this rate...things will get even worst on everykind of decision.

It's easy to acknowledge and to proceed, but it won't solve anything and repeat over and over again. It's easier for the thread to be broken, if it was pulled longer and longer without adding more thread to it, and it's harder to decide, when it's just a simple opening words once all these happens.

I wonder, should i, or shouldn't i..This might mean nothing to most of us, but somehow..you can't pleased everyone with the facts..

The path, i'm taking...

After browsing through various photographer's work since 2005, i just realize i have wasted so much time messing around on things that i actually like to do. I'm wondering, whether i'll be like what they are now in the next 3 years time. At that time i'll be like, 27 years old ?

Well, time to rethink and reconstruct a more reality resolution this year on my photography path :

1. To have at least 3 senior photographer (Whom snapping picture for work more than 2 years) to recognize and acknowledge my work.

2. Getting hold all the basic of handling the DSLR that i had invested on.

3. To have at least 2 Models potrait outdoor shoot.

4. Being invited on at least 1 of the eventl.

5. Knowing more place of interest in Malaysia.

6. To earn enough profit to create a smugsmug account/host a website on my work.
I think that's about it that i can think of, hopefully i'll carve this into my brain and archieve it as soon as possible =)

Not so lonely, yet...un-true

It's been awhile since i felt this way. Even tho i had everything i wanted, the things i want the most will never definitely be the one that i could get hold of. People might think it's so precious since i can't get hold of those feelings, but in actual facts, i had once felt it, but lost it due to some reason.

This kind of feeling come and go, when it comes, i tried to get hold of it, but i sorta like not-so-dare to get hold of it once it going off. Perhaps, this is one of the thing that humans lack of, which is flexibility.

I really don't want this kind of life continues, where it's only half attached, i want it to be more consistent, more flexibility, more open minded, and lastly, it's more enjoyable. Not because i'm sellfish that i wanted my life to be the best compared to others, but it's the life that i found it enjoyable since it's the life that i'm living in.

And again, who will ever understand ? no one....in the end..